Category Archives: Identity

Fanmi Mwen

I am the oldest of six siblings. I have 5 sisters and 1 brother named; Joanna, Tanisha , Vannessa,  Ruthanne, Channa. Family plays an important role in the continuation of my education. My mother stressed college to me which is partly the reason why I decided to attend Wesleyan University. Attending college allowed me to be independent because my family is either in Boston or Florida- my parents are not in a commutable distance to my location.

My mom and I

Both of my parents are of Haitian descent born and raised in Haiti. I am the first generation in my family to graduate from college. I believe I learned from this experience that it is important to be independent. Throughout my college years I’ve made genuine relationships with people in the community and university although I struggle to sustain those relationships.  

My dad and I

In the courses I’ve taken at Wesleyan I learned more about my haitian identity. Freshman year I enrolled in Histories of the Caribbean where we read primary source documents about The Common Wind-  the communication of those enslaved through the sea, during the Haitian revolution, in the New World. In addition to other texts as it relates to Marxs and Engles in the Caribbean. The Caribbean courses offered by Wesleyan is one of the reasons why I decided to pursue a Liberal Arts education. In my time at Wesleyan I got the chance to work with Professor Elizabeth McAlister taking photos of Haitian art in the fall 2020.  While working with Professor McAlister, I learned about different modern artists and the materials used to make Haitian art. For example, the image above is of a Haitian artist.  October 7th 2019 I got the chance to met artists from a haitian band RAM. Overall, attending Welseyan allowed me to explore my identity. 

Pictured above Jeovanne Brumaire (my other), Aunt Tata, Uncle Mel, Monique B(My grandmother), and Aunt Neheime

From Rio De Janeiro to the Dance Room

In 2020, I took a Business Ethics Course in Brazil. I got a chance to stay with a host family. There is a large afro indigenous population in Brazil. Traveling to Brazil was the first time I’d ever been outside of the country. I had to apply for a passport, study away visa, and medical insurance. The process took about one month. Fun fact, Brazil was the last country to abolish slavery. I got a chance to learn from the afro indigenous peoples in Brazil. In my freshman year, spring semester, I took an Afro-Brazilian dance class spring of 2020. I learned more about art in Brazil soon after the trip. Throughout the course, I used background life experience I learned in Brazil, specifically the dance samba

The course has educated me on real-life experiences. In Brazil, I went to a museum in Petropolis and I asked about the Afro- Brazilian experience. Come to find out they removed the afro-Brazilian exhibit in the museum. Another experience I had with learning more about Afro-Brazilian culture was through the TV show, She’s Gotta Have It. There was a mention of orixas in one of the episodes. Two dances in the choreography reminded me of Lansu and Xansu. The episode took place in Puerto Rico and the mother was extremely religious. In the episode, the mother gave food to the orixas before eating which I found interesting. The religion was praised on the show and made multiple appearances. Having the background of the class made me understand the dance in the last portion of the episode. The African Diaspora reached as far as Puerto Rico and the episode is testimony to this truth.

Berge and her classmates on a beach in Iiha Grande, Brazil.

I was able to apply my real-life experiences to the class from the daily greeting or the orixas learned in class. This made the class more interpersonal. Reading about the origins of Condomple in the course allowed me to delve deeper into Afro- Brazilian culture. Before COVID-19 I would practice the moves for movement evaluations with a partner. During the pandemic, I was practicing and mesmerizing dance move by myself. Art is not respected in the world of academia. I learned this through Yoruba reading. The first impression of cultures is dark. This course has taught me to see dance in a different light. I see dance as educational, as a form of communication and art. When in Brazil there was another student there that wanted to learn more about the Yoruba people. The global society remains sheltered from African culture. This course promotes dance education in Brazil where dance is not respected in the world of academia.

What is Colorism?

A common theme in my writing is about the nuances of being black.  What I mean by that is I tend to do research about my identity and how that fits in the space I occupy. For example, in 2020 I took a Public Speaking class and for our final project the class was tasked with writing a gala speech for a non-profit organization. I choose to write about colorism and how that may impact black girls in education. Prior to Wesleyan I took an Intro to Anthropology course and African Culture and Languages through the Harvard Crimson Academy. In the Anthropology course in 2018 I wrote a research paper on colorism in the Caribbean and the Americas. Similarly in 2016 I wrote a ted talk on beauty standards

Colorism is defined as ‘the prejudice or discrimination against individuals with a dark skin tone, typically among people of the same ethnic or racial group’.

There was a shift in the trajectory of my higher education. When I returned to the country, schooling became virtual and we were required to take courses via Zoom public speaking. This was a dramatic shift for me and my peers as we were not accustomed to taking courses online. As a result of COVID, I had to create a video of the speech I would have presented in class Spring of 2020. Being robbed by COVID from practicing public speaking skills in person, I wanted to take an interactive course upon return from Isolation. My sophomore year, fall semester, 2022, I took the startup incubator. I decided to work on creating a plan for a hypothetical vending machine that sold beauty supplies. It was difficult to communicate the importance of the vending machine on campus because not everyone in the community related to the machine (wouldn’t buy) and did not think it was necessary on campus. Although that did not stop me or my ideas! 

Through the courses taken throughout my academic trajectory I’ve learned valuable research skills, writing techniques, and project management skills. I’d say that I am still developing interpersonal skills such as public speaking and relaying information to an audience. With preparation and knowledge I feel like I am able to collaborate with a team.